Am I not meant to be in this world? Should I just kill myself?

I know it seems like there is no way out and that everything is hopeless. Believe me , there are people in even worse situation and the make it trough. So will u. You are designed as a human to deal with all of this if it happens, just find your inner strength ,trust me you still have it. I promise you you will make it trough the rain , and then comes the sun. Just don9t fall apart. If it helps cry, it's really good for you, listen to some music that makes u calm and try talking to some friends. Just please don't give up, there is no problem in this world that you as a human can't take.